Tell me, what must I do?

perhaps drink drives me to distraction.

but what good is it when

distraction is you.

concentration is you.

the rickety bridge between the two that

i nap on all the damn time

is you.

what can you do? smile or cry through the pain!..

nature can be a good distraction and yet the horrors persist..

moving out of a temporary home is sad..

there is no real cure for homesickness...